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love.

it was a weekend of farewells.
first was von's farewell buffet at Sakura.

we ate like hungry ghosts, then went to the fountain
and the PARTY WORLD! thou we didnt really enjoy that much
cos there were wg's friends to split the time there with ):

then on Sunday, we went to the airport for send offs TWICE.
First was walter's CJ classmate, Angie. A very adorable and nice girl.

They are quite a fun bunch of people!

and the most impt one. Liyi's flyoff.
i miss her already.
and i guess i really did love her a lot as a friend.
i really look forward to our gathering where 3 of us unite again in Dec!

this is for the laughters.
and this,

is for our tears.
I cried, and made her cry. aww ):
Looking at the pictures make me wanna cry again!
fly back soon ok! :D

PRE-SURPRISE lightsticks, deco. the men at work.



PUNK'D check out Liyi's smug face!



BBQ i had a great time. i hope everyone did too. if i made anyone of u feel left out, or didnt play a good co-host well, im so sorry! bt i still love u! finally, i see the animal farm coming tgt. im really moved to see us tgt again, in spite of the difference in affections and love as compared. and im really grateful for the other girls who're im my life, the new friendships ive made (: hugs n love! and all thanks to baby :D :D

LIGHT STICK HAPPYBDAY SONG! blindfolded, lead by hand to room. sat on bed, waited for the miracle! lightsticks started floating in, singing happy birthday to joyce! ggeee! wad a heartwarming sight! im really touched that everyone did this for me! and see THE MAN giving instructions? he's MINE! :D



hehe funny video, to share my joy.
in order to commemorate this wonderful scene, i made them all do an encore. so lets imagine the singing with more zest, and the movement more fluent :D

surprise surprise!
did i spell it right?
well if its wrong then its jus a surprise!
sweet!
how do i summarise it?
it started with eh...
ok, i really wana thank my darling for putting the effort
to plan this whole WONDERFUL suprise for me.
being thoughtful about the amt of ppl, the plans, the logistics,
and even the bath&sleep necessities!
he started it by telling me our sunday plans ll hav to be postponed cos of the
stupid army thing. then kinda reminded me to make plans with pearlyn n liyi.
so i made him rush down to stay over at my hse the day before,
so make compensate part1.
then he had to wake up early to go back to camp,
thats y i started to kinda think mayb its real.
and the 2 sweeties agreed to meet me.
then on sunday. the 2 girls kinda kept saying they wanna go pasir ris park.
n i finally agreed to the crash BBQ by liyi so called wei shan friend.
then finally when we;re at the chalet area.
i did wonder how come Liyi said "we`ll reach there at 7, they cook nice nice for us,
we jus go there and eat."
and we had to go to the room 1st. but they said "put bag wad!"
so i ok lor, put bag n w/o much thought, i knocked the door,
when in and got all the party pop-ers popping at me.
and everyone where laughing so happily,
cos thats the best part of the prank!
and like EVERYONE was there.
walter, my family, his mum, sis, sis's friend, my girls ALL FIVE!, jiahui n bf,
josh and jason.
yes, like so SURPRISE!!
then surprise!! no.2
later after most are done with the bbq n eating,
dear gathered all up, leaving me n some downstairs.
then blind folded me up to the room,
sit on bed. then open fold.
all of them with each an alphabet forming
HAPPY BDAE JOYCE with LIGHT STICKS
started walking in, singing happy birthday!
that was really cool!!! i think baby gathered all his sweetness
and creativity into this one BIG SURPRISE for me! aww (: (: Big hug!!
i really appreaciated the effort, everyone, the presences
and the presents!!!
this party is the best present by far!
the CORDLESS HAIR STRAIGHTENER (cool heh!? :D ), the chanel chance!, the dress, the necklace, the cosmetics,the art therapy related book!
and the basket of green apples and orange flowers from joan which arrived at
my door step today!!

once again,
A BIG THANK YOU to LIYI and PEARLYN for being such good actresses and white liers :),
JOSHUA and JASON for being my darling's left and right hand,
MUMMY, DADDY, DIDI, WENDY, AUNTY, GDINE, DAWN, PEA, VON, DY, RUIS, NOAH, DARREN, JIAHUI, VINCENT, ROY and JOAN for coming, being the light stick ppl twice, and for LOVING ME! :D
HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL.
and not to forget, the BIGGEST and MOST hugs and kisses to my DARLING (the big actor aka lier too!) :P
thanks my darling, i think im really fortunate to hav all these people in my life. :) :)
pictures soon! (:

it is annoying how come some ppl didnt get the sms
or forgot to edit their phonebooks
and continue msging to my 919039xx.
so update if u haven!
its been weeks!!!!
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
923523XX
the last 2 numbers are the same as the previous one.
so jus look for my name in ur phonebook,
click edit,
leave the last 2 numbers alone,
clear 919039,
and add 923523!!!!
thank you!
i will not receive my bday wishes if u msg to the old number!
hahaha. AND i want to receive them!


caught up with dawny today.
i bought 1set of bedsheet,
1m swiss cotton, 1m cotton, 1/2m cute paul frank look alike cute cloth,
and spent $6 at DAISO! :D
P.S! all of you shld go check out the kinda comb that turns dawn on!
the hardness of the scratch on scalp she loves. haahahaa

for the 3rd time, im watching the last epi of greys season 3.
these are jus heartfelt!

"Christina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. And i know, I'm a heart man. Take 'em apart, put 'em back together, I hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you... me."

i think if it were me, i wouldnt even be able to complete this vow, without stopping cos tears are coming!

i love feeling like this.
i love feeling like now.
for the past months,
ive been feeling tired every other day.
and all i wanna do after work
(while feeling all sticky n ugly)
is to go home and stone infront of the tv.
not talk to anyone, unless they text or calls.
i wldnt even rmb to talk to anyone
or even try to care and ask how they are.
NOW.
that im free from tt 'prison',
i feel like im BACK!
i hav the sudden urge to talk to everyone
i forgot to care about for the past months
and force them to update me with anything and everything
thats going on in their lifes, everything that i missed out on.
i feel so overwhelmed by this force of emotions and affections
that i lost for tt past month! haha
IM BACKK!!

(absent are Sherwin :( , Harris)

frm these pictures, i think u can gather how
nonsensical and monstrous they are capable of being.
and those are my monsters.
my lovable monsters.
thou i feel free as a bird cos today's
my last day as the crazy k2 teacher,
am feeling a lil emotional.
i`ll definitly miss them.
esp the girls, they were so sweet to sing for me.
i think i`ll cry when i see the videos when i miss them ):
they hav so much love to give.
so many hugs n kisses to share.
i want more!
the saddest part is that i haven seen sherwin for e whole of this week!
but these are really sweet :)




and my kayden, thats the way he jiejies me.
wouldnt u melt if u hear tt? (:
(turn head 90degrees, anti clockwise)

hope me misses me,
and maybe cry for afew days cos he cant find me anymore!
:x jus afew days ya.

when i 1st saw him i thought i heard him say
" my name is hiro nakamura, save the cheerleader, save the world!"
but it was "mama papa jiejie aunty!"
and attempted several times to get him to say
my name is hiro nakamura. :S


and now, he is my latest obsession.
as for him, he comes every now and then to my class
to look for me, his "jie jie".
u`ll smile to hear a jie jie frm his smiling small mouth (:
n be really amazed at how intelligent he is.
today he was playing with a sticker on my water bottle.
so i took it off the bottle n stick it on his hand.
then i held both of his hand tgt, making them clap
and say YAY!
then later, he took the sticker off his hand, and stuck it onto mine.
then held both of my hands making them clap
and said YAY! YAY! YAY!
:D SO CUTE RIGHT hehehe!

salmon salad







thou the best part was the deserts,
bt we were soo engrossed in it,
n i was too busy shaking to every yummy mouth of the
macha ice cream with macha mochi, corn flakes, REDBEAN!,
macha jelly, cream etc etc,
that i totally forgot to snap them down for future mouth watering reference.
i will go back there for the deserts!!
weeee

that day, i suddenly forgot how come we grew close.
so i tired to recall.
i rmb being in some class with them.
but jus couldnt recall.
until very long later, FYP poped in my head.
its the FYP. n i guess the best part of the FYP period is
when i met these 2 darlings.
they're as fav as the macha icecream n red bean! :)